How charming is it that I only realized just now why you put that charm I gave you right there at the awkward spot on your sling bag’s sling strap, and it’s been years since I gave you that?

I was browsing some photos from my past - Friendster era past - looking for this photo I wish I still had. Then I saw this photo of you with that old sling bag of yours, and I noticed that the exact spot where you tied (yes, tied) that charm rests upon your left chest. Call me assuming, but I found it really sweet. I mean, you could’ve just hung it in some zipper of that bag, or used it as your phone charm like I did with mine. I saw how it was tied - it looked complicated.

However, I never saw you carry that bag like you did in that photo whenever we were together after you tied that charm to the sling, which confused me. In that position of the bag, the charm was on your back. I don’t know, the only coherent reason to my earlier reasoning is that you don’t want me seeing it sitting on your chest, which is, again, an assumption.

It just saddens me that you lost that charm. I mean, I lost mine earlier than you did considering I gave yours first before I bought my own and lost it in a week or so, but still. I wanted to give you another one back then, but I didn’t. And now I really want to give you one before you go, and you know what, maybe I will.

This post is so incoherent, and I’m so sorry for that. This is just a touchy topic for me as I feel really giddy whenever I think about it. :)